this is my symphony.

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the actual taste of freedom and the most beautiful things are beyond your level of imagination.

27 Jun 10

(via anaclaranunes)

(via anaclaranunes)

"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."

Albert Einstein (via kari-shma)

so CUTE! 

so CUTE! 

whatever happened to the promises we made? 

whatever happened to the promises we made? 

19 Jun 10

what a body. (: 

what a body. (: 

18 Jun 10

"Every night, I sit in my apartment waiting for the clock to strike twelve, petrified that he won’t call me, that he won’t want to see me, that he’ll run off with someone else, certain that if such a thing does happen, I will have no choice but to climb into my little old-fashioned bathtub and burgundy-stain the hot water with blood from my own wrists. That’s how desperate he makes me feel. He makes me feel like suicide."

— Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation. 

and why does this appeal to me somehow?

it all used to be easier when we were young kids.

i miss who i used to be and i hate what i portray myself to be these days. who am i now? my own reflection disgust me. to see what i have become, from what i used to be. and to top it all, my reckless state of mind has gone from bad to worse. how bad can it really get when ur own mind starts playing games with you? its almost like you feel you are going mad but not literally. my heart and mind are at extreme poles right now where they are no way getting along with each other. it sucks when you are just heart broken and crying so badly and all u feel like doing is forgetting everything and moving on so that u can be happy again.But all ur fucked up mind tells you to do is keep trying and not give up.

i mean what do u do exactly when you are at a war with yourself?